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Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
2:54 pm	Los Bravos De La Pelicula I really miss my grandparents. Each year that passes, each birthday, each christmas, each one of their birthdays, everyday that passes, it hurts more and more to know that they're gone. But I feel greedy for wanting them to still be alive, to still be here, with me and alan and tiffany and mom. I feel guilty because I know that they're with my uncle. He was their son and he died a month before I turned one. I can't imagine how horrible it must be to lose a child but...I still want my grandparents here with me... I love and miss them dearly. And my uncle. But even thought they aren't here, even though I can't physically hug them, tell them how much I love them, I know they're still here. And I know that they love me. Rest in Peace Tati, Yeyo and Tito. I love you, and even though you're not here with me in human form, I know you're here with me in spirit. I love you. Siempre. Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 1st, 2009
3:08 pm	Forever Fades Away I'm bleaching my bangs as I type! And dying them pink! Oh the excitement! I took some time to calm down since the last post but damn did that shit piss me off. I'M GOING TO VIRGINIA THIS WEEKEND! :D Well, this is a short post. I need to go get Tiffany and Michael from school. They get out like, now haha. I'm not looking forward to driving in public with my hair covered in bleach and piled on the top of my head hahaha Real post with pictures when I return Current Mood: cold Current Music: The E! True Hollywood Story: THe Hilton Sisters (Comment on this)
Friday, July 17th, 2009
6:27 pm	Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince=SEXXXX that is all. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 4th, 2009
11:03 am	i has intrawebz uhgaynnnnn (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 20th, 2008
11:16 am	Writer's Block: Smoked Out Beer and cigarettes once went together like bread and butter, but now smoking in bars is banned in many cities. When you see smokers standing outside bars in the cold and rain, what is your first reaction? Walk on by, join them, or scorn them? View 500 Answers Join them, duh, Marlboro Red 100's ftw! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 20th, 2008
10:09 pm	ooooooooooohhhh Haaayley Bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ily:D (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 8th, 2008
7:34 pm	Writer's Block: Your Topic Is there a topic you can't stop writing about in your journal? Why do you write about it so much? Submitted By beach_baby3000 View 501 Answers Current Mood: drained Current Music: 'Burning Up' Jonas Brothers (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 31st, 2008
7:46 pm	I'll hide you in my walls "Your body, Will never be found, I'll wear your skin as a suit, Pretend to be you, Your friends will like you more then they used to" -From First To Last 'Ride The Wings Of Pestilence' No time for a full update I'm helping Alan and Renee move right this second. Using Renee's laptop while I take a break. Text me though. I'll update as soon as my internet stops being gayer then Perez Hilton[who I adore lol] 803-493-3317 Current Mood: confused Current Music: From First To Last 'Ride The Wings Of Pestilence' (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 15th, 2008
7:36 pm	I love these things :] If my life had a soundtrack.... So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..   1. Opening Credits: 'Mr. Motherfucker' Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13 2. Waking Up: 'Hate The Living Love The Dead' The Misfits 3. First Day At School: 'Alone' The Independents [well damn.....] 4. Falling In Love: 'Piazza. New York Catcher' Belle and Sebastian 5. Fight Song: 'B-Movie Scream Queen' Murderdolls  6. Breaking Up: 'Play Dead' The Body Bags [:D] 7. Prom: 'Zombie, I' Calabrese 8. Life: 'Thriller' Michael Jackson [Hells to the yeah!] 9. Friends: 'Little Blue' The Independents 10. Driving: "Unsaved Pt. 1' Deadstar Assembly 11. Flashback: 'Levity Ball' The Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13 12. Getting Back Together: 'Jeremiah Was  A Bullfrog' CCR 13. Losing Your Virginity: 'Ich Will' Rammstein [loloolol] 14. Wedding: 'The Torn Prince' Blitzkid 15. Birth of a Child: 'Liar Liar (Burn In Hell)' The Used [O.O] 16. Final Battle: 'Dig It Up' The Independents 17. Funeral Song: 'Two Headed Monster Woman' The Independents [ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLL] 18. End Credits: 'Walk It Out (dirty version)' Dj Unk [ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL] Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Alkaline Trio 'Stupid Kid' (Comment on this)
Monday, March 31st, 2008
9:39 pm	CALABRESE IS GOING ON TOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRR NO WHERE near me  :'[ I'm pissed. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: calabrese 'Vampires Don't Exsist' (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 16th, 2008
4:38 pm	Nobody knew it happeneed at the highschool dance "That night when little Blitzkid snapped He'd had enough of all the kids and their wise cracks Now he's going beserk with an axe" - 'Slaughter At The Sock Hop' AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! STUPID FUCKING MANIC PANIC AFTER MIDNIGHT BLUE DYE! YOU RUINED THE TILE IN MY SHOWER! DAMN YOU!!! The fucking dye won't some off my neck or hands or ears or fucking arms. And my hair doesn't even look blue! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! /rant  Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 11th, 2008
1:56 am	So I've been wondering.... Do you ever question your life? Do you ever wonder why? Do you ever see in your dreams.. all the castles in the sky. Oh, tell me why... do we build castles in the sky. Oh, tell me why... all the castles way up high. Please tell me why do we build castles in the sky. Oh, tell me why... all the castles way up high. Because I totally LOVE writing posts in techno lyrics XD Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Ian Van Dahl 'Castles In the Sky' (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 9th, 2008
2:57 am	When did I lose my faith? I miss believing in something.... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Watching my favorite movie, 'Keeping The Faith' (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 10th, 2007
7:58 pm	Ready, set, go! "It’s time to run the sky is changing, we are one together we can make it while the world is crashin’ down don’t you turn around" -Tokio Hotel "Ready, Set, Go!" [God damn!!!!] So I'm back from Virginia. It was AMAZING and I wish I didn't have to leave. It was just what I needed :D Here's my set of pictures:] Hayley's set soo nto come :] I'll give a more detailed post on my visit tomorrow but as for now, I'm gonna finish talking to Mike and then take a shower and go to bed. <3 Bouchan Current Mood: happy Current Music: Tokio Hotel "Ready Set Go!" [damnnnnnnnn!] (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 8th, 2007
10:45 pm	Lol Brooke made me giggle cryptorchid818 (10:44:16 pm): Do you by chance has blonde wig layin around? diegosafruitcake (10:44:25 pm): yea cryptorchid818 (10:44:31 pm): Can I borrow? diegosafruitcake (10:44:53 pm): that was a lie. why the fuck would i have a blonde wig laying around? [I'm diegosafruitcake btw] Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Wednesday 13- 'Curse Of Me' (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 4th, 2007
11:18 pm	What what, can I say? "I'm just a self made monsteR" -The Body Bags Lol I love Hayley! She makes my moods better :D MazohystOfAtrofy (8:12:47 PM): i've never seen kyo smile like that before diegosafruitcake (11:10:05 PM): i have...in...THE BEDROOM! OOOOOH!!! MazohystOfAtrofy (8:13:27 PM): ohhhhhhhhhhhh burrrrrrrrrrrrn diegosafruitcake (11:10:28 PM): hhaaahahaha im gay MazohystOfAtrofy (8:13:46 PM): me too MazohystOfAtrofy (8:13:49 PM): we're even diegosafruitcake (11:10:56 PM): haha we're two halves of a whole gay MazohystOfAtrofy (8:14:11 PM): w00t   Kamineko and Bouchan! Hetero Life Partners for....Well....LIFE!!! >.< <3 Bouchan Current Mood: cold Current Music: Calabrese- Voices Of The Dead (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 1st, 2007
6:05 pm	Young people shouldn't be taken.... R.I.P. Kyle Ellison You will be missed Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
9:03 pm	This night, walk the dead In a solitary style And crash the cemetery gates. In the dress your husband hates Way down, mark the grave Where the search lights find us Drinking by the mausoleum door And they found you on the bathroom floor I miss you, I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard Back home, off the run Singing songs that make you slit your wrists It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying (are you there at all?) If you want I'll keep on crying (do you care at all?) Did you get what you deserve? (are you there at all?) Is this what you always want me for? I miss you, I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down I miss you, I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard When will I miss you, when will I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard Made it so hard Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down, way down Way down... I got a text from Jodi not too long ago. Kyle Ellison passed away a few hours ago. He was in a car accident. They hit a tree. Kyle was my friend Brittanies little brother. He was only 15. There was NO reason for him to die. He was sweet and funny and an amazing kid. He will be missed dearly. Alan and Renne were supposed to be here at 6. Its now 9:07 and we haven't heard from them. I'm scared. And I still don't have a date for pop-scar. The one boy I want doesn't want me. The other boy I want is the one I'm too scared to talk to. This sucks. </3 usagi Current Mood: sad Current Music: I never told you what I do for a living - My Chemical Romance (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 29th, 2007
11:09 pm	No more alex and adam Hurts alot... But I'll be ok... Current Mood: okay Current Music: I don't love you-MCR (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 23rd, 2007
11:51 pm	The Carnival is God and may all Juggalos find HIM Gotta admit, it was pretty shocking the first time I heard that. But I love them. Imma Juggalette For Life baby! "Down with the clown till im dead in tha ground" I love you Hayley and Eric and Brooke and Carli! You guys make my day! This, people, is what it feels like to have friends that care! Current Mood: happeh Current Music: Thy Unveiling-ICP (Comment on this)